THIS IS ME
I was adopted two days after I was born. Ever since then I lived with my adopted family that I live with now, and it has been good so far and I have had a good life. I don't remember much of my child hood life.
But I do remember some things. Like when I was little I was told to come in side by my babysitter (my cousin Amanda), but I didn't want too, but I still did and I kept trying too go out side and Amanda kept stopping me and she finally got tired of it so she put me in her bedroom as a punishment while she did something else I got the idea of jumping out of the window to get back out side and play on my trike but their was a little difficulty with doing that. The string that you pull to pull up the blinds ,kept getting in my ,and every time I pushed it out of my way it just kept coming back too fast so I tried to catch it on something, but it wouldn't catch at all. So I just decided to throw it as hard as I can and jump. So I did but when I did something went horribly wrong, and the string caught me and wrapped it self just under my neck and caught something else and it did like a hang noose and I started to choke and the only thing that was touching the ground was the very tips of my big toes and some how I got out of it. How I don't know how, but it had to be a miracle from god, because when I got out of it I took of running too the front door crying, and when Amanda opened it she was wondering how I got outside and she asked me how I got out and why I was crying and I said I jumped out of the window and I showed hr why I was crying and I pointed too my neck and she saw the big red line going across my neck, and she said how did this happen, and I said the string in the window. and to this day the only time I ever go throw a window is when I'm going inside.
When I was a little older I went down to my neighbors house with my sister, and while she was doing some thing I went with the kids that lived in the house, and they were going up to the top of their house that was still being built by their father. And I went with them too the top, but their little brother wanted to come up and they said no. But he still kept trying to come up so the kids throw the ladder that we used to get up their, down and I asked them how to get down and they didn't answer so I said well there is one way to get down, and by the time they looked at me I wasn't there, I had jumped off a two story house. then they saw me I was on the grown, and I had landed about a foot away from a very big metal box fan and trust me when I say very big I mean very big. and my sister (Ashley) had saw me jump, and she had weld at me and said too come on. when we got home she told my mom and I got in trouble.
But a few years later on fourth of July I had a PVC pipe and some bottle rockets and with my sitter and some of are neighbors we shoot the bottle rockets out of the PVC pipes and one of the bottle rockets flew out of the pipe and caught the backyard of the house I had jumped off of on fire, and we ran over and we put it out. But a few years later the house burned down. we didn't do it.
But that same fourth of July I had saw one o the neighbors take a firecracker lite it and through it. So I got the idea of doing that so I took one and lite it and when I went to throw it and by the time it got to my ear it blew up in my hand and right in my ear. and of course my hand was fine, be sides the fact that it was numb and my ear was ringing I was fine.
When I was in 6 grade are science class was making a garden and I was using the shovel to scrap the grass and take it out of the ground. when one of the kids that I really hated jumped over it and i brought it up as he jumped over trying to hit him with it.
When i was 13 i was sitting in my house in Eunice, Louisiana watching TV when this really beautiful girl walked in the front door. When she walked in the door (as she told me) my mouth dropped to the floor. And for the first time in my life I felt the real meaning of love. And a she walked into the kitchen with my sister and someone else I stared at her for a minute and when she looked at me I quickly turned my head and looked at the TV no longer interested with the TV. And as I watched the screen, they walked out of the house. And after that I saw her several times. But my favorite memory of use together was when we where at my sitters husbands parents house, and I was sitting on the couch when she was sitting on the couch and she asked me if she could put a pillow on my leg and lay down, and I said yes and that entire night she just laid there, and we talked all night. and my second favorite was when she hugged me for the first time.
But the one wost thing that happened was that in the same year I meet her I had to move too baytown, texas. And I have loved her ever since then. her name is Hannah E. McGee. And I will always love her. But I'm still in contact with her and I love her forever.
This just happened last summer of 07-08. I was at my sitters house and I had taken a procide bottle, some bleach, some vinegar, and some baking soda mixed it together and closed the bottle quickly, and shucked it up and it wasn't that titer so I shucked it again and it got titer so I throw it and it blew up one whole arm length away from my face. don't try it.
And I don't blam anyone for me being adoted.
now it has been four years of living in texas and i've grown to this state for many reasons. one is friends so far my bestfriends are matt, joey, tj, and just resonantly i've made 5 new friends taylor, abby, kelsey, valerie, and luran. but three of them don't really like me that much now for reasons i can't explain to the public. and two it the girl oh don't get me started on the girls man are they fine. but most of all there has been a few new girls in my life but all in all on one might really like me for me and those kind of girl who can like me for me is one of a kind. and she is really beautiful really.
today is 7/9/11, about 4 weeks after graduation, and dam things have changed alot. where to begin at um. lets start at graduation day, well june 4, 2011 i graduated and i was going to move back to louisiana and i did move back right after i graduated and i left everyone behind "sad face" i miss everyone even the girls who hate me lol. well i lost all my friends that day and about three weeks later i was out on my ass and now where to go. so my dad let me stay at his house, but about a week later i was out on my ass again long story for why i kept getting sent out on my ass. that last one was 7/7/11 then i really thought i had no wheres to go but then my ex girlfriends parents let me stay at thier house and it is 7/9/11 today and man o man its nothing but drama between me and my family and me and my ex. p.s. she is my bestfriend to. well now i'm back on my meds and felling great and hope i stay this way and right now i'm trying to become a cop. i have to wait to hear back if i can become one but can't wait :).
well its 7/12/11 and my trully first love finally told me she doesn't love me any more but she only loves me as a friend which is strait bullshit and fucked up because after all theis years of her telling me she loves me she doesn't
7/14/11 i found the other girl of my dreams last night and man oh man was rachel mad at me for menching her but alwell because i love them both rachel as a friend now and hannah as a freind to but hopefully it can evolve into something more but i'm just happy i found her i've been searching for 2 1/2 years :)
8/31/11 there is a new girl now and what is amazing is she is just like me in everyway i know your not suppose to love someone right away but this time i cant help it she is just amazing her name is kayla oubre XD i can see me marring her.
